My life have been empty... Emptied for quite a while.. It was all dark and hazy all around.. My days was filled with uncertainties.. Not knowing on where I will be heading next or what would I be doing.. My mind was blanked.. No plans.. No thoughts...No inspirations.. No motivations... No ambitions.... No emotions.. I was like a dead man walking everyday with only 2 stops along the way and that is to work and to go back home....

My life changed when you came back to me.. All of a sudden I saw a meaning to life.. The days seems to be brighter.. The nights seems to be more peaceful than ever... Its been a long time since I feel the need to have a good sleep at night... The anticipation of waking up to a new day filled with more excitement and passion drives me to enjoy the light of morning.. For once, I saw a bright light to my future... Finally, I thought my life now means something.. Finally, I thought God have given me the path to my happiness...

I guess this is it... I guess I was being a fool.. I guess I was just very stubborn.. I realized now that you meant every word you said in your email... I should have just believed those words... I'm sorry to have not leave you alone after that.. I must have caused so much difficulties after that email of yours..

Sayangku,
Di sini ku ingin mengucap terima kasih keatas kasih sayang telah diberikan kepada ku selama ini... Tiada orang lain yang boleh mengganti tempat mu di hati ku ini... Telah ku cuba sedaya upaya untuk memberi mu kebahagian yang belum pernah sempat ku berikan pada waktu dahulu.. Maafkan aku jika ia masih tidak kesampaian.. Ku sedar siapa diri ku ini.. Ku juga sedar di mana tempat terletaknya diri ku ini... Dengan kata-kata ku ini, bersama doa dan restu untuk kebahagian mu, aku akan merelakan diri mu pergi... Pergi selamanya untuk berada di sisi keluarga yang tercinta.. Akan ku selalu mendoakan agar diri mu bahagia... Memori yang pernah kita lalui akan ku selalu semadi di dalam hati... Tangisan dan senyum tawa mu akan sentiasa berada di dalam ingatan ku.. Akan ku teruskan perjuangan hidup ku ditemani kekosongan dan kesepian yang telah menjadi lumrah kehidupan ku selama ini...

Akhir sekali, ku ingin mengucapkan terima kasih atas peluang yang telah diberikan kepada ku untuk merasa kebahagian bersama orang yang sangat ku cintai walaupun cuma untuk seketika...
Semoga diri mu akan menjadi lebih aman dan bermakna... Ku tinggalkan memori bersama mu..



When I first heard this song, I had a feeling that it will mean alot to me one day... Now I know how meaningful it is to me...