Its been almost a month since I last saw her.. I miss her so much.. What more can I say right now? I'm turning 29 in two days time.. Its not something that I'm looking forward to now.. It will be the last time I'm gonna be celebrating my 20s birthday.. next will be the big 30.. Celebrating? It is one word that is not in my mind right now.. My colleagues and my family knew that I will be going to bali but what they don't know is that I've canceled the trip.. I just don't feel there going there in this point of time.. Bali has always been a place where I can enjoy myself, hang loose and not worrying about anything.. The problem of going there now is that I'm sure there will be emptiness accompanying me wherever I go.. I don't wanna go there and be sad... I don't know what I will do on that day but I guess I will be all by myself..
How I wish I can have her by my side... Haizzzz....
I miss her so so much... I just can't stop thinking about her.. How I wish I can hear her voice wishing me good morning everyday.. The only convenient way that we can chat nowadays is through msn.. without fail everyday, I will wait for her online hoping that she will log in.. most of the times she will but there will be times where I would fall asleep on my lappy waiting..
Its never the same when we can chat on the phone.. hearing her voice, listening to her laughter.. :) even thinking about it now makes smile..
