The results are in and all the questions and wait don't mean anything anymore.. The caused of all the pains that you are feeling all this while are now there for us to see.. Of all the things that can happen, why this...? why now...? Everything else don't mean anything anymore...

I know that all you want now is to have me with you by your side.. No matter what my dear, I'm giving you my word that I will always be here if you need me... I've always been a strong person after going through so much in my life but all of a sudden I'm feeling so weak... I feel so hopeless right now..

No matter what I'm feeling now, I know I have to face a strong front.. I feel that I have been a strong pillar to her and that's what she needs now.. With her own determination, I believe that she will overcome all this.. I have to be strong and keep motivating her to achieve it and that's what I will do..

Seriously, what I feel now is not important.. Whether I will be with her or not doesn't matter anymore.. At the end of the day, I just want her to recover, be healthy and live her life as usual...

I've always said that everything happened for a reason.. If I'm the one chosen by HIM to lead her through this pain, I will accept that responsibility even if its not to my favour..

My dear, in my eyes, you are the most beautiful person that I've seen.. Not only in looks but also in every other way... Please be strong and endure all the things that you need to go through in times to come and I will surely be by your side in every step of the way.. in your heart and with my soul...