Its Friday.. T.G.I.F? Not really though... This is the day that I was hoping to get an answer to the reason behind the roller coaster ride that I've been through recently..

Didn't get that much sleep last night thinking on what's the outcome gonna be.. today might be the day that is gonna change everything..

We didn't get the chance to speak last night as she was occupied having her parents over.. They must have been discussing about the matter and the plans for the appointment today....

Found out very early this morning that she was having a very bad headache last night and was not able to get in touch with me.. I'm really concerned about her frequent headaches.. She must be going through alot of stress right now.. If only I can take those pain away from her...

She had to go the office this morning to get her purse that she left behind yesterday.. at least that was what she said.. or maybe that was the only way that she could get in touch with me before they made their way to the appointment..

As they proceeded to the place, my time at home was waited with anxiety... As I went about my day dazing around at home, the vision of her sitting there with the guy discussing about the matters flashed my eyes.. I just have to brushed it away in order for me to keep my emotions in checked..

Finally got a message from her late this afternoon... I was quite happy to be able to get to hear from her.. She sounded that she was alright in her message.. She said that everything was alright at the appointment and she went to the hospital for her medical checkup after that and I know that she didn't go there on her own.. Eventhough I was quite disappointed knowing that I told her that I will be the one accompanying her for the checkup, I understood that she was not feeling well and am glad that she went there today..

Disappointingly as it seems, there's nothing much that I can do right now.. The news that I got from her today was that they will be attending a counselling programme together for the next 4 to 6 weeks or so... What is the purpose of this counselling programme? From what I know, a programme like this is suppose to improve on a situation and make it better... SO..... What does it mean? I refused to conclude on it right now.. We'll just have to wait till I get the chance hear it from her... As it goes now.. I just have to wait.. Still and always waiting...